I could swear for the first time in my life i met me
And she didn't stop to say hi
She walked with that same i can't be bothered look in her eyes
She walked with the same strong bold step
And jeez, the chica scared me stiff
I met me today,
Not infront of the mirror like i usually do
But i met a real, live breathing me
I tried talking to her but she snubbed me
Well, of late that has been the trend with this me
I followed me around today,
Watched me as i went about my daily tasks
Some of the things this me did, scared me
Others made me smile
Yet still some brought tears to my eyes
I watched me as i "chilled" with my friends
Watched me on the phone with the boo
I also watched me fight with my mum
And decided this me needed a serious talking to
Today, i looked into my eyes
And saw the tears i tried hard to hide
I saw the fear i tried to pretend does not exist
And i hated me for being weak........
Today, i met me for the first time
And i understood why I am me
And what makes me up
Today, i saw me walking down the street
I saw the me I pretended does not exist
And this me scares the hell out of me
I could swear for the first time in my life i met me
And she didn't stop to say hi
She walked with that same i can't be bothered look in her eyes
She walked with the same strong bold step
And jeez, the chica scared me stiff
I met me today,
Not infront of the mirror like i usually do
But i met a real, live breathing me
I tried talking to her but she snubbed me
Well, of late that has been the trend with this me
I followed me around today,
Watched me as i went about my daily tasks
Some of the things this me did, scared me
Others made me smile
Yet still some brought tears to my eyes
I watched me as i "chilled" with my friends
Watched me on the phone with the boo
I also watched me fight with my mum
And decided this me needed a serious talking to
Today, i looked into my eyes
And saw the tears i tried hard to hide
I saw the fear i tried to pretend does not exist
And i hated me for being weak........
Today, i met me for the first time
And i understood why I am me
And what makes me up
Today, i saw me walking down the street
I saw the me I pretended does not exist
And this me scares the hell out of me
Watch it... ur beginning to write serious stuff like me! lol. love it. but then again, love u
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