MY ALMOST-IN-LOVE ADVENTURE OR SHOULD I SAY MISADVENTURE

Hey everyone, I have deliberately kept my love life out of my blog-life except for my rather subtle mention of the fact that i was single and not really enjoying it...( But a look at the recent experiences kinda lets me appreciate the fact that i am single....ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, LIFT UR HANDS UP!!!) If anyone will agree with me, it's kinda annoying for a man to tell you he loves you when he just wants a fling. I mean, if it's a fling you want, tell me, girl, i want a fling and if i don't want a fling at that time, i'd only say sorry dude, i'm not up for this. You don't have to profess your undying love for me blah blah when you are seeing someone else(well, i have a few lessons to teach born and bred african men in that area) hmph!!! Any which way, back to my rather annoying(when i look back at it) almost in love experience... I was there, living my life and this dude walks into my life. Gorgeous eyes, to die for kissable lips... I mean too gorgeous for words. well,come to think of it, i wasn't looking for love... i guess i just wanted a taste of Mr Gorgeous.. Now Mr Gorgeous, sure did have other plans... After a couple of flirtatious calls and text messages and a couple of dates i found myself wanting more of him...(not necessary in the relationship sense, i just wanted the male attention i guess) Anyway, Mr Gorgeous came out to profess his undying love for me, telling me how he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me... funny enough, i believed him. I fell so in love with his kisses and other naughty stuff. I just couldn't believe it...I WAS ALMOST IN LOVE!!! Now, this is the ironic part.... Over the weekend, we went for our own weekend rendez-vous. me, so content in the arms of the guy i was almost in love with. My supposed dream date. Finally, i man i wouldn't mind calling my own. His kisses were making my night, his touches... He unclasped my bra and i saw myself going insane as he did things i didn't even remember how it felt for a man to do that to you... I felt myself going insane, i had never desired anything more than that... i wanted him, i needed him.... But before we could mess up even more, his phone rang( talk about being saved by the bell) He refused to pick up, then the call was followed by a text message, he refused to read that one too. i was getting irritated so i decided to read the message out loud to him so we could get that out of the way and continue... GUESS WHAT??? THE MESSAGE WAS FROM ANOTHER GIRL TELLING HIM HOW MUCH SHE LOVES HIM AND IS GLAD TO BE HIS... I WAS SHOCKED, HE WAS SUPOOSED TO BE SINGLE AND WANTING A LASTING RELATIONSHIP... I was kinda sad, a bit heartbroken and so, i gave up... he's been trying to call me, telling me he's sorry but dude, you should just have been truthful and told me he just wanted a fling...MTCHEW!!! i'm so pissed... So that is my almost in love misadventure... i'm done with being almost in a relationship and back to being single and bored.... MEN??? ARE THEY REALLY NECESSARY EVILS