Sunday, October 9, 2011


Sometimes, we all go through things that leave us so depressed, we kind of check out on reality...

I recently went through an experience that left me in a very dark place. Before you judge me, mind you, I'm a strong, normally happy girl who lives life to the fullest. But this experience in question, left me not wanting to live.

I thought about slitting my wrist. I just wanted to end it all. Somehow, I still managed to plaster a smile on my face but my heart was torn apart.

I couldn't talk to anyone. I thought no one really cared. I was in a very dark, cold place. I felt worthless, unwanted and all the other negative emotions you can think of.

But how long can one stay in a lonely dark place? Somehow, I managed to pick my self up after weeks of crying to my twinny and bff..... I prepared myself to face life. I'm still a bit sceptical about getting involved in those things that got me there. Still afraid to let myself go cos the cold dark place is really a terrible place to be.

But somehow, I'm glad I can see the sun shine... I'm glad I can hear the birds chirping again.... And what can I say, this life is too beautiful to waste....Her Prettyness


  1. Pele. There's always someone who cares. Glad u r out of ur dark place. We all have those experiences. Just hang in there and get help if it gets too tough to handle by urself.

  2. Thank God the sun is shining again. Talk to someone, if you can; someone you can trust, it helps. Bless you.

  3. we have all been to this cold lonely place.... well i have been there a couple of times, and it always feels worse than the last time. at the end of the day, all you need to know is that people do truly care about you, even when you dont think so.

    first time on your blog and im hitting that follow button, i expect to see more from you, soon enough.

  4. Thanks Madame Sting, Miss T and lovelife... Im good now and its getting better...

  5. I have been through this phase umpteen times and sometimes even haunted by the ghost of my past, there will always be an end to everything, bliss, misery, let's just say they switch places sometimes but we just have to stay strong because misery tends to be freaking clingy.