Sometimes, we all go through things that leave us so depressed, we kind of check out on reality...
I recently went through an experience that left me in a very dark place. Before you judge me, mind you, I'm a strong, normally happy girl who lives life to the fullest. But this experience in question, left me not wanting to live.
I thought about slitting my wrist. I just wanted to end it all. Somehow, I still managed to plaster a smile on my face but my heart was torn apart.
I couldn't talk to anyone. I thought no one really cared. I was in a very dark, cold place. I felt worthless, unwanted and all the other negative emotions you can think of.
But how long can one stay in a lonely dark place? Somehow, I managed to pick my self up after weeks of crying to my twinny and bff..... I prepared myself to face life. I'm still a bit sceptical about getting involved in those things that got me there. Still afraid to let myself go cos the cold dark place is really a terrible place to be.
But somehow, I'm glad I can see the sun shine... I'm glad I can hear the birds chirping again.... And what can I say, this life is too beautiful to waste....Her Prettyness